Wednesday, March 25, 2009
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I am feeling down. I am feeling useless.
I'm slowly being consumed by the person within me. And the most irritating truth is that I can't do anything about it. I can't do anything. So scared that a day will come where clement will disappear and 1 new person emerges. Frustrating thought. The helplessness is killing me. I being torn, ripped apart into two. I don't know the answers.
I need the answers. God I need you to give me the answers. I really don't know anything about it. Empty shell that's what I am right now. Void of feeling love, compassion, concern & pain.
I want to be human again. I want to feel alive. Lately I've been losing my passion in everything around me.
Who is me?
tell me when you come back. 7:44 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
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I feel so dead right now. Just like my bloggggg.
Bought a new mouse and mic (: definitely beneficial to those who skype with me hahahaha.
March holidays for the JC/Sec/Pri sch peeps. Have fun man!
I wish sometimes God could give us special pockets of time to spend time with people we cherish the most but we don't say it. Ohwellllll. Who doesn't think time is enough? (:
Tomorrow is a special day (:
VERY VERY nice day to go out heh. hahahaha.
The feeling of sitting together in tutorials and lectures (if we still go) will not be there next sem. The closeness between us would drift further than a kite on a clear blue sky. HAHAHA I am damn random. Miss dozens <3
I am in desperate need of shopping manzzzz. But got no moneeyyyyyy. Nevermind me and my mum are entering this monopoly competition in sg! HAHA we were so bored so we decided just to enter for the fun of it. IF we win, 10k is a nice fat cheque (:
P.S
Joanna you still owe me a hearts game.
Keith I haven't seen your new phone. haha at least no more loudspeaker.
HAHAHAHAHA. That's a really good joke.
tell me when you come back. 6:55 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
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Just came back from Chalet!
Tons of fun, laughter, injury for me. I don't want to talk about Chalet cos I just got my results!
hahaha of course I suspected my GPA would drop. So last sem was like 3.3. now its 3.0! ahhhh! ):
it's not that I didn't expect it. It's just that since its already out, I shall accept it and like get ready to be scolded by my parents D:
Gonna cut my hair in a few hours time (: Super short standard. SSS.
Life is gonna get really really sucky.
tell me when you come back. 2:13 AM
Monday, March 09, 2009
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Class Chalet :D 1H09!
9th-11th March 2009.
Don't miss me that much kay (:
I'm in love with my old sins.
tell me when you come back. 2:45 AM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
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Kay last few days was alot of dota & WoW changing servers hahaha.
Life has been good. Well relatively (:
Now on skype with Zh. Playing dota again. ZH really craving for dota. I was Wow-ing.
When my mom asked me what do I see myself doing in 5 years. I really don't know. And 1 more thing is that I really do not want to know. I want my life to be an adventure (:
Have you ever had high expectations for something but got really disappointed in the end? Yeah. It happens. Shit happens. Life is full of suprises.
Changing class. And therefore I am feeling really sad. In the shower today, I was set in my mind that I would hug each and every other 11 of the dozen. And as I hug them, I would reminisce about my memories with them. And put them in my virtual canister.
I really want to be with you. But I can't. Not now.
tell me when you come back. 12:32 AM
