Monday, January 28, 2008
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Second week of work already and i feel sian. ohmy i need to keep my energy level up.
during work today i was feeling kinda emo.
And when i emo, i tend to see things, visions or imaginations.
what i saw was quite disturbing, really really.
Get ready readers, please don't read this if you don't like horror (:
I saw this image, I was in my car after visiting my very good friend in the hospital, he needed a cornea transplant bad as acid had spilled all over his eyes. And I decided to give up my vision because of him, I've experienced the best thing ever on the earth which is God. I hoped that he can somehow see that through my eyes. So i went to the doctor but to my disappontment, he said that my cornea can only be used if i were to die.
Harsh as it may sound, that was what i planned to do, I was speeding down a highway at around 3am in the morning, the roads were deserted. I had signed a form saying that if i were to die, my cornea would be transferred to my good friend. At 120km/h, I let go of the steering wheel and glanced at the black sky one last time before covering my eyes with both of my hands to prevent glass from piercing my eyes. And just as i covered my eyes, i prayed to God.
BLAM. My world went black.
This was when i woke up and realised that i woke up 10 mins early for work (:
ordinary people can do extraordinary things.
tell me when you come back. 9:57 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
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So as most of you guys have known yes i got 15 for o's.
i can't really say i'm like over the moon or anything, i'm like just okay, alittle bit disappointed with myself but ohwell what's done is done (:
okay okay for james sake i wouldn't blog about the results yeah. so i told my boss today whether i could go cheer my friend up cos of o's, to my great astonishment he was damn understanding!
He was like "Oh go go! After o's confirm got this kind of disappointment and these people need cheering up so yeah by all means go!" So i am very happy that God gave me such a good boss :D
We were planning to give James a suprise lah then supposed to light the candles, then when the time came right i light the match too fast then burn my finger then i threw it onto GABRIEL HAHAHAHA!
Then damn sian freaking jeremy james amiel and bryan handcuff me for like no bloody reason.
they all crazy one lah. jeremy anyhow bring handcuffs! i cuff bella to me hahahaha quite funny to hear her scream and squeal :X
and once again you look at me with those innocent eyes.
tell me when you come back. 8:58 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
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today had work i had time to read the daily devotion and bible in the morning.
So cool then my boss asked me what kind of book i was reading and whether it was good.
Clement: Yeah, It's the best book money can buy. It can change your life forever. You'll be amazed with the best story in there (:
So yeah today i wasn't as bored as i was in office. Helped other people to do data entry since i was so damn bloody free. Now that i leave the house at freaking 7.15am and come back at 645pm, i have hardly any time for my family or God. OKAY OKAY i am guilty ):
i also have hardly any time for social time except for the miserable few minutes on MSN.
I keep getting distracted when i'm doing my work with the chio bu next to me LOL.
AHWELL, she is definitely not my age hahahaha, i think she is like >25?
God has always been there whether i like it or not. With the collection of results drawing near, i keep thinking that God wouldn't reward me for my hard work but then again if he hasn't failed me for 16 years, Why should i think he would fail me now? (:
On a happier note, let's see my predictions on how much other people get.
Bryan-6
James-6
Jeremy-6
Yiming-6
Gabriel-6
Yingqi-6
Sylvia-7
Gloria-8
Amiel-10
Kris-12
Clement-54.
Well done people! (:
I need to hear you say.. I love you.
tell me when you come back. 11:14 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
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so today was my first day of work.
it was quite an experience i must say. Why can't i just do data entry hmm. i don't like to answer telephones and speak to unreasonable people, they totally spoil the whole mood.
my boss is very very friendly hahaha and he is concerning too.
i need to get shirts and skinnys. Everyone in office is wearing it ><
i feel so small and young in the office cos like people are like twice my age ):
but there are chio bus sitting around me (:
hahahaha. my boss name is Tng Ah Yiam! so funnyyyyy.
last night i slept at 8 and woke up at 7 but still didn't feel awake.
tell me when you come back. 9:01 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
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today was a very happy day for me! :D
i woke up late, despite the 2 cordless phones next to me ringing non stop. Finally got up in the end (: bathed changed before my family headed to ngee ann for the open house thingy.
Whoa i tell you ngee ann the goodie bag damn zhai i like (:
then got icecream, got drink, got donuts to eat one! my dad & mum so kiasu that my dad asked me to walk a certain distance from each other and pretend not to know each other to get more goodie bags hahahahaha. Saw guowei there, he was scribbling on the shout out wall or something. Was too lazy to go over to say hi :X.So yeah we finally started walking around, i looked at the business courses there and was quite interested in Tourism & hotel management as the new IR in singapore so this kinda jobs would be damn popular. CUT OFF POINT: L1R4 11!
i didn't know so low one! kao i can only dream about it now ):
After the open house, we headed to SimplyBread. damn cool place. if i were to go ngee ann that would be my best lunch hideout (:
My family saw BILLYBONG! hahaha he was damn casual in his slippers and gosh he is tall.
saw this really cute girl at that place. she was working there :X
she also like me skinny one hahaha, my guess would be she also finished o's.
cute pretty bubbly girl cooool.
The following news is brings me tremendous joy.
I HAVE FOUND A JOB!!!! whheeeeeee! :D
i got the link from my auntie jenny's sister. I would be working at upper thomson as an admin staff. whoooo i start on monday! i need to get enough sleep on sunday i guess. God really has good timing manssxxx.
I watched charlie and the chocolate factory just now.
all in all i think the dancing part is damn retarded. Willy Wonka has a sad childhood )))):
Annasophia Robb is damn damn damn hot :D
whooosh there goes the weasel.
tell me when you come back. 10:34 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
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so happy today!
i went job hunting with daryl! haha quite funny experience. first he came to my house late cos he got carried away with facebook haha (i can understand hehehe.)
so anyway he got here at like close to 2? yeah he starting calling peeps and all those stuff.
we left the house close to 3 thanks to age of empires haiz. we headed for orchard for this job offer thing at this shaw house there. then they say we looking for 18 & above. o.o kao damn sway ):
next we wanted to head towards orchard shopping centre but due to our very poor street directions we ended somewhere else. we saw a subway outlet and they were kinda recruiting so yeah we went to take the form and the manager spoke to us. I DIDN'T KNOW NEED TO TAKE JAB ONE WA LIIIAAAOOO ):
when she said need to take injection my mind was like haywire liao. so ma fan aiyoh.
nevertheless she gave us all the details and such.
We finally got to orchard shopping centre to go to Sakura Japanese buffet restaurant.
then after that we went to plaza sing to just look around and the shops there to see whether they were recruiting. Fila was recruiting, so we got a card yay!
(fast forward :D)
on our way back home at the dhobby gaut mrt, we heard this big commotion happening.
it appeared to be this auntie, i couldn't really tell whether she was chinese or malay but she was shouting damn loud until like everyone in the mrt was staring at her.
"You get out of the damn train now you son of a bitch!" that's what she said.
she said it repeatly at this guy. She said that the guy touched her butt like DAMN LOUD.
the mrt fella was there to take both of them away.
HAHAHA damn funny you know why. Why in the world would this guy touch an old AUNTIE's butt. like she damn hot like that. I bet it is like accidental, if that's the case i pity that poor guy being the object of commotion.
THAT MARKS MY EVENTFUL DAY! (:
No ones there to understand.
I'll be there to be that someone.
tell me when you come back. 11:06 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
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just came back from yet another soccer match defeated ):
hahaha this match today has been by far the most dirtiest one i've had haha. it's like my green quadrathalon shirt turned into this yucky brown thingy. hahaha Thank God that he finally stopped the lightning and thunder after awhile.
currently still looking for a job and yeah daryl if you're reading this, maybe we could go find a job together! seeing most of my school friends working just make me feel guilty. It's not that i'm not trying, maybe God is testing my patience (:
I think i'm still living in denial. Whenever i tear the carpark coupon right, always tear the 2007 one, then like i would rmb. Time flies too fast to play with life.
this post is getting boring. sounds like a lecture to me.
Watching AVP at loke's house was quite funny as everyone was having a debate on supporting one side. ALIENS pwn predators ass like big time.
I find myself daydreaming very often this week. No freaking idea leh, like some procastination bug bit me or something.
You see that loser over there getting teased & laughed at for being stupid?
He had no friends. An outcast which will only remember one thing from his childhood. Name-calling.
Yet God decided to save him. He certainly doesn't deserve it. He's a NOBODY.
tell me when you come back. 10:52 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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crap i've searched the whole damn internet for one simple damn resume template.
google is really really screwed. so my parents aren't very happy that i don't have a job yet.
And tomorrow i am going to the open houses and God somehow please make it exciting (:
I am sick like a dog. my nose is leaking like crazy. the vodka must have made my head spin all day and well i hope part 2 doesn't continue tomorrow (:
I am starting to like matchbox twenty. hahaha don't know but i am getting damn random.
spent alot of time thinking, i need to stop this addiction. I NEED TO get rid of this other side of me. THE EVIL SIDE i call it. where all the things that clement chua duan-hui doesn't do finally comes out. i am fighting it, and quite frankly i think i am losing.
He loves you.
He loves the uncle that you saw on the bus today.
He loves that outcast in your class.
He loves your fav canteen stall owner.
He loves every single your eyes saw, have seen and will see.
He loves you.
tell me when you come back. 10:08 PM
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so class chalet went well.
had alot of fun at Changi, we were like playing ps2, playing mahjong, BBQ and lots of funny stuff.
there was like a mahjong marathon throughout the night (:
dang i wasn't feeling well cos had like a fever & sore throat. We drank vodka hahaha. then you can see those guys with their faces red and they were like tipsy after only 1 cup aiyoh -_-".
We played the drinking game with the vodka. i had to drink 5 cups in the end ):
but even after that my face wasn't red and i didn't feel drunk at all (:
we all went to bed at 3 plus but i went to sleep at 2 cos buay tahan ):
The next day when i left the chalet to go home, i forgot my addidas watch! it was a christmas gift from my uncle and i think it is damn ex. The worst part is that i only remembered it when i reached my house -_-.
So poor me had to travel all the way back to changi and back to my house. It's damn tiring trust me. And i was still screamed at. If there's a problem, try and fix it. If not sometimes you just gotta move on.
For he leads me through the darkness times of my journey, he never fails me.
tell me when you come back. 11:45 AM
Friday, January 04, 2008
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Last night around 12am i sat down at my table. I turned on my table lamp and began to take out my pencil and scribble down the thoughts. The words came non-stop. Before i knew it, it turned into a poem. Here is how it went.
You forget me so fast yet i try.
Life without her makes me wanna die.
Remembered those times spent on mountain tops in our flip-flops.
Watching the amazing sunset with her,
On the vast green pastures full of lavender.
That spark in her eye makes me high.
All when all seems perfect, i knew something had to go wrong.
She had been playing me all along.
Left with this incision in my heart.
And when she vanished, i felt a piece of me depart.
I spent hours trying to eat or sleep,
But the rice would be too salty and the bed too wet.
I felt like the most miserable guy on earth.
She has indeed earned the name"Undertaker Of Love".
So today i woke up dang dang early to send Wynn offf.
Kris sylvia and gloria deb and amiel were there too.
The girls were tearing up and all, i was trying to hold back too haha. If not so paiseh a guy crying kaoz. Let's see we've known each other since primary 1? hahaha in sunday church.
I really can't imagine if she stays there for like 1year. the floor would be so damn wet (:
Once upon time... THE END.
tell me when you come back. 9:20 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
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Daryl is finally coming back from new york (: and he claims that he is gonna chiong to the hairstylist and dye his hair with my tagging along hahaha. He has been such a good friend since primary 1 ohmy. We used to hang out like super duper much during pri school days.
Right now my greatest wish for him is his salvation. Someone else loves him more than anything or anyone, that someone is so big that his mind can't even comprehend his size. He needs to know that Jesus is the only way to heaven. I've been praying for him, that one day maybe just one day he would understand the point i've been trying to drive at. He would know why am i so desperate for him to become a Christian, it's cos i love him as a friend, as a brother. And i certainly wouldn't want him to go to hell, the place of eternal suffering.
If you're reading this now, i really hope you would understand that what i'm doing is for you, not for my gain (:
I'm not forcing you. The choice is yours really in the end.
Life is fragile, unpredictable.
tell me when you come back. 10:12 AM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
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What a great way to usher in the year but severly spraining my ankle.
the stayover at matt's house was great, i think i got the most blue-blacks and moreover my whole body is aching from the violent game called "Blind Mice".
The countdown party on tv was quite hilarious cos you can see people like Jade Seah or Joakim trying their best to sing but they can't. I think my grandma can even sing better than them (:
The female dancers are such a big distraction from the main star on stage as they wear like freaking tight shorts and really revealing tops, could see like guys oggling at them while they get owned by their girlfriends (:
Honestly i didn't get enough sleep as i was looking at bryan's space with his 12347198471974 pillows around him. His bed looked even better than Gab's one hahaha.
It was definitely scary to see like heck lots of people in the morning standing next to you and awaiting your awakening.
My ankle nearly exploded on me. Jialat liao, new year and i've alr fell down. HOW SAD ):
I want to be a necessity in your life.
tell me when you come back. 9:02 PM
