Sunday, December 30, 2007
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Ohwell. God was been faithful as he always is this year (:
Thank goodness 2007 is finally over and we welcome 2008 with high expectations that it might be much better. It's just human nature to hope for the best (:
"Thank You God for the things that i have and for the things that i do not have. Thank You for the things yet to come."
Right now it is one of my favourite lines to encourage me when i am down and be thankful for every little thing in our lives.
The stayover at wynn's house was awesome! :D
i mean like even the captain's ball was great but if we had block catching that would be the bomb (: hahahahahaz. Smashing the cake on bryan's face was totally funny as edwin keith bryan elisha and jeremy were owned by the water hose!
The freaking pillow fight at the basement among the guys was super duper out of hand but definitely remembered in my TopTenActivitiesOfTheYear list (:
i didn't even know that the fighting lasted 2 hours! taupok-ing was fun too. Especially when matt was the target and his lucky dip! Bryan is like always using the pillow to aim matt's groin o.o
Matt kenna like over 3 times or something hahahaha.
Retreat in the morning was pretty refreshing :D
Great way to start mornings is to spend time with God and it's definitely time well spent (:
I think when i meet God in heaven i will comment that he is definitely full of suprises and he rocks my world like TOTALLY (((((:
All in all 2007 was _____. I really hope that God doesn't allow this year to repeat itself in the near future (:
Knowing all is finite brings about a yearning desire to live.
tell me when you come back. 11:28 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
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MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
woots so the drama went great except for a few glitches but hey at least the message was brought across the way we wanted it to (:
I just realised that this year Christmas was so crappy. as in i didn't take like any decent photo without my damn make-up on. Stayover at Bryan's house was such a retarded night but it was fun while it lasted (:
Especially when we were groping me around in the dark with 5 guys and 1 bed :D
Now as I look back, It suddenly dawned upon me that you know when sometimes you pray to Him for perserverance, he doesn't give it to you. He provides opportunities for you to test your perserverance (:
I've been feeling really really down this feel days. seriously have no idea. must be the emo music lately like the ones i found.
And i hope what you're looking eventually for eternity.
tell me when you come back. 11:10 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
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Had a really really rough week. for those of you who know yeah i am still trying to get over it.
For those of you who don't know, don't bother asking me cos your questions would be ignored.
I didn't expect things to turn out this way. I guess it's really my fault. I guess i am just a loser that you see in the street. Even if you deny, I KNOW i've hurt you in some way and i am sorry.
I am sorry that i've screwed up your life let alone mine.
I was too emo about this matter that i almost got hit by a car twice today when walking across a road. I know that God has a better plan for me, but i am just too harsh and as a result don't get the big picture of what his plans are. Couldn't sleep at all last night.
I feel like shit. Words just can't describe how i am feeling right now.
Don't try to cheer me up cos this kind of things i must handle it myself.
I've lost my sense of emotional pain.
tell me when you come back. 11:22 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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Sleepover at James house was totally out of hand (:
at like 3+ i wanted to sleep already, then stinking jeremy force me to watch HEROES kao.
in the end we didn't sleep the whole night. and guess what i slept for 16 hours (:
I miss you Bryan Hoe Hui Sheng. like really really really awww.
I am getting like really nervous about the Christmas Outreach and for sunday serivice! ):
I am so dang scared i screw things up during the drama OHNO. But God is always there to help us. Screw up or not, we still wanna get the message across (:
Thank You for killing my boredom yesterday (:
Really appreciate it if you are reading this now (:
The feeling shows.
tell me when you come back. 8:19 AM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
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2 REASONS WHY I AM NOT GONNA BLOG ABOUT CAMP.
Firstly. i am too darn lazy (:
Secondly. I seriously can't remember what happened anymore.
Lastly. The experience at camp couldn't be written by words (:
okay okay. So i admit i was kinda lazy during the job hunt but hey, i can't help it(:
yeah yeah today i was kinda surfing the net looking for part time jobs and i am quite happy to say that these jobs are paying quite darn well (:
There was one job which was data entry i saw about $8.50 per hour! :D
So i've emailed my particulars and stuff like that so yah tomorrow there will be more!
I just realised that i am getting really really unfit xD
staying at home all day being a couch potato was such a far cry when i was jogging almost very 3 days (:
I really need to gym and go running these few days if not there would be drastic consequences.
OHNO. I am having a date with the dentist tomorrow just for cleaning up. I hate going to the dentist cos the last time i went there the dentist scared the crap out of me by saying i needed an extraction. I hope this time around this dentist would just stick away from the words "extraction" and "injection" (:
Christmas drama has to be done for the sunday service ohno!
i just have a phobia of performing in front of my parents, give me like damn alot of pressure.
And we have to use MIKES -_________-"
The heart is failing yet again.
tell me when you come back. 10:45 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
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CAMP is OVER! ):
awww i feel kinda sad that it ended so fast. camp should be like 1 week or something (:
those who agree say hallelujah! ahahaha. Camp was great, with Alden and Guo Wei back down it's really warm to the heart to know that they are still there.
i seriously think that the stayover at amiel's house totally drained my energy before even starting camp in the first place awwww. Alden still looks as metro as ever :/
we were like watching Prison Break season 1 cos poor deprived Bryan Jeremy & Kelvin have never watched it before.
In the middle of the night we (me pong alden bryan kelvin) cabbed out to lan for like 2hrs then we cabbed back. We played cards until like 5+ in the morning before sleeping and waking up at 8am.
DAY 1 !
so kelvin decided to help out with the moving of stuff at camp, so ALL of us had to go along.
It wouldn't have hurt with alittle more hours of sleep in the bag. After we shift here and there then we went up to the bunk!
At first Christina trick us, thought that the girl's bunk was ours. DAMN COOL LAR. got the sexy stairs then everything so dark also.
But too bad. Our bunk was the room next to it. Fairfield likes to have gigantic mirrors ohmy.
It's scary to wake up in the morning to see your half dead face.
Moving on, we had to set up the laundry lines for both bunks. So Pong and Alden were thinking of some weird maze HAHAHA. But in the end we figured that it would take too much raffia and time, so we just stuck to the bermuda triangle thingy.
So Day 1 was over and yeah. I am too darn lazy to talk about the other days now.
I promise that i would upload photos once i get em! plus the upadtes hahahahaha.
I will lift my praise to you.
tell me when you come back. 8:22 PM
Monday, December 03, 2007
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CAMP is in less than a week!
quite excited and quite sad also at the same time cos i will be missing my class chalet too ):
HAIZ, ohwell God is my best friend so i have nothing to fear.
I have totally no idea how to get the fairfield hahahaha, no intention of getting a cab too. What's worse is that i have to drag along my sister's barang barang cos she is going to sch in the morning then coming for camp. You have no idea what she can stuff in a tiny bag (:
Since this time would be air-con, i would be like taking blankets and jackets with muah. Being the super kiasi singaporean, yesh i live up to my name. Heard that like all of us will be sleeping in one gigantic room, boys and girls too. OHMY, i can't strip bryan anymore ):
THERE IS OUTREACH TOO! muahahahahahaha. ohmy this is so camp pub but nevermind (:
you know everytime camp finishes, i always feel that i didn't get enough out of the sermons, i always regret that i didn't come with an expectant heart ): but this time i am determined to be different HOORAY! (:
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tell me when you come back. 10:05 PM
