Saturday, May 24, 2008
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Lol rita helping me to put on eilis!
Finally end product! GAY D:
I want to fall in love you in again.
tell me when you come back. 11:19 PM
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ARRRRGHHHH. projects are about to kill me )))): the last thing i do before i sleep is project, during my sleep i think about project, wake up first thing finish project. Tell me how additctive this project thing is.
June Holidays are approaching, which means that my mid-sem exams are coming. I have only 3 papers yay :D and my last paper is on the 5th! which means God allows me to go for MOB! YAYAYAYAYAYAYA. Mob will be so much fun as we minister to the kids and tell them how much God loves them. Actually i think they know this fact, but sometimes we all need alittle reminder (:
God i pray that you would mould me into the person you want me to be daily. I also pray that under your wings that i would never stray away from you again. Amen.
God is great.
tell me when you come back. 12:52 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
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haven't updated in a while hmmmm.
weekend has been boring. No offence :X
You know me and amiel just came to realise something. When people say no offence then they purposely say something that obviously offends you. There isn't really much of a point saying No offence in the first place ._. It's like me saying to amiel. "No offence, but you're really ugly."
Obviously amiel's gonna feel pissed what. interesting fact hmmmmm.
Mob trip is drawing closer & closer! I'm feeling happy. yay. Another bad thing is that my exams are drawing close. I really need to start studying ): Like tomorrow i have a test about IntHT and i'm still cramming facts into my small head.
Goodbye World. The test awaits me tomorrow.
it's been a while since i saw your pretty face.
tell me when you come back. 10:55 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
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So today i didn't go for RHT lecture. It's not that i'm a bad boy NO NO. It's just that i think it's very waste time when you can be at home just reading through the notes. So yeah i was at home. Then i tell you ah, i reached home i saw my gate wide open and some 2 strangers in my house. I thought they were thieves hahaha. then i went into my room where i couldn't find my lappy! I panicked. I really thought they were thieves hahaha! but i found it in my mum's room idk ._.
My porch is filled with boxes & boxes and medicine cos my dad is kinda helping mission clinic to deliver medical supplies to those people suffering in China due to the recent disaster. Very cool and my dad is kinda like the logistics manger :X
Then there was this group of unknown people that started coming into my front porch. But they were there to help us pack the things! You've no idea how much medicine we have here. I think it's enough to last my extended family and even my grandchildren till death!
My brother intro-ed a new game to me! it's called Wolf Team! hahaha damn spastic but it gives me cheap thrills ;D Tomorrow is CCN day in TP! LALA wants me to support her stall selling ice cream! I shall see (:
Live each day like it's your last.
tell me when you come back. 11:56 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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Come on Clement. You're tougher than this. you cannot give up hope now.
I haven't gone this far just to give up now. I CANNOT GIVE UP NOW.
So the report about my grandma's condition came back today. The surgeon said that her cancer is in the 3rd stage. (FYI 4th stage is the final stage.)
I had this dream that my grandma now is suffering cos of my mistakes that i keep repeating. I feel as though God is punishing me by taking away my grandma away. WHY OH WHY was i so stupid to give in to temptation. If i could, i would travel back in time to stop my mistakes so that my grandma wouldn't have to suffer so badly.
Life is so unpredictable. I bet if i were to die now, no one would really care except for my family. Everyone sees me as just the crazy retarded guy in church or school.
Random rant: today in the bus i saw this gay ITE guy. he was reading manga and this is the most disgusting part. HE KEPT DIGGING HIS NOSE. and started flicking the debris ALL OVER THE PLACE. BLOODY UNHYGIENIC can. nostrils so big and full of pimples still dig. hope his nose explode one day.
There are 2 types of people on this earth.
One who lets things be.
Another who fights till the very end.
Who are you?
tell me when you come back. 11:59 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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ohmy. School's becoming a bore real soon. THAT'S NOT GOOD! but at least i still got my friends around to get high with :D Class test starting this week and next week ): HOWHOWHOW! although i've studied but i'm still feeling very insecure. Don't know why.
A new chapter to my life and i like it (: it fills my life with colour finally. My class is thinking of wearing school uniform to school on friday during CCN. I'm like so paiseh if i wear uniform in can ._. i think i will like bring my PE shirt HAHAHA.
Mob trip is approaching real real soon. I'm actually looking forward to it :D YAY!
2008 has been a good year since this thing came along.
I would give up my laptop. I would give up my handphone. I would give up my ipod. I would give up all my savings. I'll do anything within my means if there was a way to prolong my grandma's life.
I'll never surrender.
tell me when you come back. 11:17 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
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Today morning when i woke up i knew it was gonna be a bad day and it was. I received news at around 12.30pm from my dad saying that my grandmother had contracted cancer of the large intestine. When i heard this, My heart dropped. She is very dear to me. I love her very very much. Good things never seem to last. At the very least she is Christian.
I was getting very emo during Tm. I apologise. I was just reminiscing about the past. How sometimes i take my grandmother for granted. I really had no mood to do anything. Felt like shit and was still trying to smile.
I couldn't even eat during dinner. When we had gone to the hospital to visit her, she looked so frail. She had just come out of sugery. And everytime she breathed, it was so painful to watch her. I wanted to cry, it was really heartbreaking.
The doctor said that she has only 4-5 years left to live, who knows whether this could be decreased or not. I'm just praying, hoping that somehow God would intervene and make a miracle happen before my very eyes. As for me, i never thought cancer would be so near to me.
God answers prayer.
tell me when you come back. 11:28 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
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I'm too tired to blog now.
BYEEEEEEZZZZ nooobbbbssss.
tell me when you come back. 11:45 PM
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Today has been a really retarded day.
F&B tutorial was fine, although i was REALLY sleepy but i still endured it ;D Then RHT lecture hor i tell you was like crapping time! keith guiyao jess me and claire were sitting at the back row of the lecture theatre then all the questions the lecturer ask them but not me!
Then me and guiyao started using jess' hands as paper. We were like drawing on it, ALL SORTS OF FUNNY SCRIBLINGS you can imagine yourself (: During the lecture hor, when i look at jess' hands i started to laugh. LIKE REALLY REALLY loud :X
I pity those people sitting infront of us.
Claire damn joker, she starting camwhoring then suddenly our whole row started! kaoz. like our attention spent is bloody short. The photos are on claire's blog, click the link if you really wanna see.
I've decided to give up rock climbing and join adventure club instead haha. I kinda weighed my chances of getting in to rock climbing and it was quite slim as i will be fighting against stronger guys and beefcakes. Anyways adventure club is really RETARDED. it's like just outings and outings like rock climbing, night-cycling, kayaking, running around reservoir!
I've learned the hard way.
tell me when you come back. 12:06 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
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YAY now i am blogging with my new lappy! (:
so cool. i feel so grown up hahahaha.
OKAY TO ALL 09-ers!
here are the pics on the day of claire's birthday.
Claire.
Birthday girl!
Class picture!
Class picture 2!
Claire & Jessica
Guys: Keith, Guiyao, Clement, Junshen, Zhihong, Shawn. CLAIRE.
NICE SHOT (:
Birthday cake :D
sexy donuts.
LOL.
I see the broken world before me.
tell me when you come back. 8:20 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
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YAY. i can't wait for school in less than 12 hours (: this is like one of my first times in my LIFETIME that i can't wait to go to school. i used to dread school. ACTUALLY we all go to school cos we can see our sexy friends right? hahahaha.
I need to put plasters on my leg. I injured my right knee and it's bleeding as we speak. I tasted blood many times and i did it in front of james and pong. They were DISGUSTED. I'm sure many of you would be disgusted too.
Heard from many people that Ironman is quite a good show. so far no i know said it was a lousy show. I wanna catch it (:
Please give my heart a break.
tell me when you come back. 10:47 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
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yoyoyo :D
i've got 2 very important updates to me (:
First of all i got selected for rock climbing! damn happy. I really thought i cmi. the rock wall bloody hard. especially reaching the roof part. SHUCKS man i climbed 4 times still couldn't get past it ): i bruised my left leg quite bad on 1 of the rocks. then why i fell my shin grazed against this huge green rock and i left my blood there :X hahahahaha. climbing in canavs shoes ain't fun.
My leg's is being bruised quite badly and it's gotten swollen so i can't really walk properly and get up properly. Hope that it would recover soon for my second trials on monday. I DO NOT want to be kicked out (: it's the fighting spirit that lives in me hahahaha. My arms are aching VERY BADLY. this means i haven't exercised my arms in a while awwwww.
Secondly, I've changed my ugly but unique red panasonic piece of junk into a nokia 3120! quite cool phone i must say it's slim somemore and my sis got the same phone as me! (:
The singtel guy said that my phone was really jialat that i must pay them to take my phone hahaha jkjk.
My new phone very fun to play hahaha the screen savers, the camera, the games! I've been playing with it for like 1 day already (:
I'll be waiting.
tell me when you come back. 11:59 PM
