Wednesday, July 16, 2008
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So here I am again.
I suddenly remembered some uncle telling me this a long long long time ago.
Life is a like a walk in the garden. When you first start out, you see the pretty flowers and you want to pick them. After picking them, you realise there is even more prettier flowers further down the walk. But since you never know how long is the walk, so don't be choosy.
Yeah how true it is man.
You know sometimes I'll always feel like I regret this decision and that decision. But come to think of it. Every decision has a good side and a bad one. This is inevitable to our life.
Last night I was watching this last episode of Korean drama. I nearly cried. A cancer is a kind disease? cos it gives you time to be with your family. Well I beg to differ, I'm the type that likes one shot things. Like one shot drink finish soy sauce bottle or chiong project finish overnight. In this case, I rather the disease be one shot and finish me off. Why dwell on this earth with such suffering unless I've unfinished business.
So guiyao keith and many more found out about my chest, you know my chest grows inward right? hahaha. okay if you do not know. Here's a newsflash.
You know every now and then I would look at other people, and really wonder why can't I be a normal person. Why do I have to be a skinny, pencil-like thing. Why can't I have a normal chest like others. Why can't I grow fat.
Well then I'm not worried at all even if I leave this world early, cos I know my God up there controls my life. I ain't a heck worried or doubt his decisions cos He is perfect. I ain't gonna be some depressed shit who lets a simple defiency drag my life down. Heck NO. Clement Chua isn't that weak man.
You guys might guess by now I've got quite alot of pride heh :D
I want to fall in love with you.
tell me when you come back. 12:31 AM
