Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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It's been a while since I posted.
I'm been pissed. Haiz projects, datelines, tests, exams, family. How to cope.
My dad flared up at the 3 of us today cos we didn't wash our dishes. So yeah. Scold here and there. I really wasn't in the mood. I was so tired, physically mentally, had projects to do, datelines to take into consideration and even study for a test on thursday, and yet got screamed at. I'm feeling very down. I'm already so stressed up at school, by the time i come home everyday it's about 10-11. After that I'll have to wash dishes, take out the thrash, lock up and do nothing cos the internet will be offed at 1130. Then I got no time to do projects. I'm screaming inside. I cried when I was in the shower just now. I so badly need some motivation or encouragement from my family but all I get is scoldings and reprimands. Even right now, the tears are dropping on to the floor. You know how it sucks when your days sucks, you stay back really late, you got things to do before the next morning, you're dead tired, your muscles are aching and when you come back, you get this. No internet, no games at all, no more freedom.
I'm gonna explode sometime soon man. I cannot take it any longer. I really can't. I'm been trying to control myself but then the limit has been broken.
They don't understand the pain and hardships I'm going through right now. Let's see I got test on thursday which i haven't even started studying for. Comm Skills test on sat. Intro test next tuesday. project dateline on 30th july. Econs dateline on 6th August. Commskills presentation on 13th august.
Look at this. I don't know how to heck am I gonna tide over this.
So much for family support.
tell me when you come back. 11:04 PM
