Saturday, May 10, 2008
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Today morning when i woke up i knew it was gonna be a bad day and it was. I received news at around 12.30pm from my dad saying that my grandmother had contracted cancer of the large intestine. When i heard this, My heart dropped. She is very dear to me. I love her very very much. Good things never seem to last. At the very least she is Christian.
I was getting very emo during Tm. I apologise. I was just reminiscing about the past. How sometimes i take my grandmother for granted. I really had no mood to do anything. Felt like shit and was still trying to smile.
I couldn't even eat during dinner. When we had gone to the hospital to visit her, she looked so frail. She had just come out of sugery. And everytime she breathed, it was so painful to watch her. I wanted to cry, it was really heartbreaking.
The doctor said that she has only 4-5 years left to live, who knows whether this could be decreased or not. I'm just praying, hoping that somehow God would intervene and make a miracle happen before my very eyes. As for me, i never thought cancer would be so near to me.
God answers prayer.
tell me when you come back. 11:28 PM
