Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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Come on Clement. You're tougher than this. you cannot give up hope now.
I haven't gone this far just to give up now. I CANNOT GIVE UP NOW.
So the report about my grandma's condition came back today. The surgeon said that her cancer is in the 3rd stage. (FYI 4th stage is the final stage.)
I had this dream that my grandma now is suffering cos of my mistakes that i keep repeating. I feel as though God is punishing me by taking away my grandma away. WHY OH WHY was i so stupid to give in to temptation. If i could, i would travel back in time to stop my mistakes so that my grandma wouldn't have to suffer so badly.
Life is so unpredictable. I bet if i were to die now, no one would really care except for my family. Everyone sees me as just the crazy retarded guy in church or school.
Random rant: today in the bus i saw this gay ITE guy. he was reading manga and this is the most disgusting part. HE KEPT DIGGING HIS NOSE. and started flicking the debris ALL OVER THE PLACE. BLOODY UNHYGIENIC can. nostrils so big and full of pimples still dig. hope his nose explode one day.
There are 2 types of people on this earth.
One who lets things be.
Another who fights till the very end.
Who are you?
tell me when you come back. 11:59 PM
