Thursday, February 21, 2008
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i think i am turning emo like until the verge of slashing wrists haha but mine is a different version. i enjoy using penknives and scrapping off the old scabs just to see blood gush out, the adrenaline rush just gets me high i guess :D
I love my own blood! but i hate it when i see other people's blood ):
it terrfies meeeeeee!
work was extremely boring today since my laptop was kidnapped to some meeting for about 2 hours. So poor me stoned like some pebble and watching helplessly as directors walk by and ponder why is that fella not doing anything.
Temasek Poly hehhhh. COOOOLLLL place i like the layout, but my parents aren't really very wow-ed by the system there.
Today my mum asked me an extremely random question.
"Do you wanna sign up with me to audition for Amazing Race Asia Season 3?"
i thought that my family sounded like we were in desperate need of 100k hahahaha.
my dad like got 4 interviews lah. Damn sure God will open all 4 and let Dad decide which one suits him best (:
God is quite funny hahaha. When you ask for things, they don't seem to appear. When you ask for smaller things, many many small things appear! (it's okay if i don't make sense. these days have been really tiring to the brain.)
I composed another poem while i was at work today but i kinda threw it away cos 70% of the paper had blood on it. EMO EMO EMO KID :]
I am feeling very lonely all of a sudden. I feel that sometimes i lost all my friends, and when that happens, i turn into a completely different person.
the fight for freedom has begun.
tell me when you come back. 11:49 PM
