Friday, December 21, 2007
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Had a really really rough week. for those of you who know yeah i am still trying to get over it.
For those of you who don't know, don't bother asking me cos your questions would be ignored.
I didn't expect things to turn out this way. I guess it's really my fault. I guess i am just a loser that you see in the street. Even if you deny, I KNOW i've hurt you in some way and i am sorry.
I am sorry that i've screwed up your life let alone mine.
I was too emo about this matter that i almost got hit by a car twice today when walking across a road. I know that God has a better plan for me, but i am just too harsh and as a result don't get the big picture of what his plans are. Couldn't sleep at all last night.
I feel like shit. Words just can't describe how i am feeling right now.
Don't try to cheer me up cos this kind of things i must handle it myself.
I've lost my sense of emotional pain.
tell me when you come back. 11:22 PM